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the recent me :P

noel n his new gal.vickie

noel n his new gal

rite...im hereby to annoance that me and Noel wong are offically borken up..He has moved on and so have i..
but dunno why..im kinda upset..mayb i did trully liked him. however i am happi for him that finally someone is perpared to take him as trust me...hes a big big kid...n u realli need loadz energy to handle him. i had a good time while being with him. n im glad that we remains as good frds law...

i wonder what will happen if i did carry on being with him...wud i still be free minded as i am now?!
i think i have realli grown up after everything that happened.and im happi the way things are now..it would just be perfect if i ca pass my driving test and get an interview for medicine. i no that i may b asking for too much..but i just wished that my life is fulfilled.

my mood currently: mixed emotions..happi and upset
song currently listening to: "end it now" by Yumiko feat. Fama

OMG....just realised how long i havnt updated this blog...hmm...loadz things happened between this and the last blog....
first of all,....i have to share my happiness with you guys..its that i got an offer from KCL studying bio medical sciences..although its not the offer that i wanted, but its better than nothing i guess. UCLs open day is nx year sometime...so after that tour thing..i guess i will also be issue another offer studying bio medical sciences...but wheres my medicine interviews???!!!!
well...i took the BMAT last weds....guess they will be maked by the end of november, then hopefully i will be interview by newnham college. Then wot else?! got told that IC interviews are late in Mrach...so onli southampton and Kings left..
i wonder whether Kings will even interview...cos im just a piece of shit out of nowhere....GOD!its stressing me out already....well...i just hope somewhere some uni will want me to study medicine.

apart from stressing over uni stuff....im stressin over this stupid biology coursework..the actual practical day is TOMORROW!!!!!! i just kinda finished altering my plan..which i achieved a 6/7. thank god...

but then i have my driving test nx tuesday, which i guess will be fun..lets all hope that i will pass in it...if not...i would be ever sooo upset.

was talkin to my best mui mui last nite on the fone..cant believe wot kinda things she is upto in uni man....she turned from an innocent angel to an oriental slut....god...when im free, i will definitely give her some lectures..

and guess wot...its this amazing me surviving thru college without any men interupting my studious life at the moment!! i guess everyone is proud of me, knowing wot i got upto last year!!lolz..
however it would be nice to have someone there for me and care about me.keke..
so listen up cute guys!!!once my exams and everything are over...im gonna come and catch you.
i already heard that theres quite a few cute guys in QMC, but where else???

havnt been to a club or party in such a long time, i wish that i will have an enjoyable birthday dis year. dunno wot im gonna do yet, but it would be nice if i pass my driving test nx week and driving around with my two best buddies- lee and susie in central and mayb a bit of party.

had a look at hoochys blog....she changed the whole layout of it...i just wish i have the same talent to do to my blog....hmmm...better ask her to gimme some tips..

Girl, play on...

waiting for dad to come and pick me up...comp room is packed..so sleepy

well..just saw parish<-- i fink thats how to spell his name anyways..and he was holding onto dis new gal ( well,shes from wallington girls)..cant believe they have hooked up dat quickly already...wonder wots hoochy reactions like after she read dis..

UCAS is gone~

i havnt updated my blog for ages...and since hoochy was complainin2me about me not updating..so here i am.

I have been stressed out about UCAS..but now..its gone...no more worries...actually there are ...but they comes later.

hmmm....still waiting for my broadband to be connect at my new home...i mean..i have been waiting for it at least 10 workin days now..and im sick off waiting..its soo annoying when u wanna check something..and u dont have the net. mayb i have replied on the net too much in the past..

its soo quiet in the computer room...seems realli unusually..im still waiting for Usman to come bk...if he ever does..

anywayz....got told by Noel today that his bag was stolen on the train last week...cos he fallen asleep...but i mean..wot kinda of an idiot wudnt b able to notice( although napping) that someone is taking their bag. god~ oh well...its got ntohing to do with me...keke

gonna go off soon...got so much to sort out while im in town..then probably would go and get a sandwhich and sit in the croydon college library till 6:30.

oh my god...wot a day....its still pissing down in rain at the moment..i guess its typical for british weather...v. unpredictable..
only have double chem dis morning then nothing till 3:30 which is econs..
need to go early today..cos gotta pick Tiff up...my life is in such a mess at the moment....worried about prediction grades and UCAS...me is tryin to give in my UCAS by the end of dis week..but dunno whether i will have enough time to sort everything out..esp with two bio write ups.

be back for more¬.¬

itss sunday......got soo much homework to catch up...arrrggghhh...doing maths now and still got another two bio experiement write ups to do.....i swear that stupid old fat woman is trying to kill us or something...if saravanan and carmen r reading dis..they probably would point at the screen and cracked up laughing and saying 'got it!!'.well..thats life init....her teaching is still ever soo shitty...i dunno how im gonna get an A for bio with her......sob sob..

my house is pretty much empty now...but still got some bits and bots to moveto the new place...hopefully..we can move in there by end of nx week..although theres still loadz things i aint used to yet.

while i was walking bk to my new place last nite..a girl whos 13 has threated me that she will try to kill me..i mean...WTF...then a bunch of kids whos having weed by the staircase.....aiii...kids these days..

been trying to txt koon for the whole day..but no reply...and once again...i have let Felix down...cos i still havnt manage to link him up yet....hes getting a bit furious as far as im concerned...owelll....

js had din din....as i came up the stairs...tears js ran dwon my eyes..its been a week that my grand been bk to HK...i miss her sooo much already.....looking round the house..i cant believe that im moving out of this place soon after 8 years....there are plenty of happi memories in this house...its just too sad to leave....but life must move on...and i do hope that mum can sell dis house for a decent price.then we mite get a new place soon....

i onli moved houses 3 times in my life..the first time was 10 months old, where i moved from my parents place to my grandparents...then i moved again from my grandparents to my parents new place...the biggest move was moving from Hong Kong to UK of cos...then now..i will be moving to this shitty town called Merstham, which middle of nowhere...however theres still train...but compare to morden, where u can get bus, tube, train and tram....this place is definitely not liveable. Lucky enough that im taking my driving test soon....keke...

feeling realli lonely rite now...cos theres no one here for me....por por aint here..koon aint here..hoochy aint here..and saravanan aint here........siggggghhhhhhhhh....................